Your first of anything is probably not going to be great. It probably won’t even be good. Sometimes we get lucky and hit it off the first time we try, or we have some predisposition to make it good. But the general rule is that first times aren’t really that great.
That’s alright. It’s the same for all of us.
What we mustn’t forget is that perseverance is going to make it better, if we want to keep doing it. And that as long as you’ve tried, you’ve done the hardest part.